Weh rileks je, jgn risau sgt..;)

Ujian.

Bila bercakap tentang ujian ni, msti dah fikir macam2 kan? Ujian tu, ujian ni. Dari sekecil-kecil ujian sehinggalah sebesar-besar ujian. 
Ada yg mati ank kucing, kasut hilang dekat masjid, pastu kawan curi makanan, kebulurun, bergaduh dgn family, putus cinta, konflik dgn kawan, masalah hati, and last but not least perginya org yg tersayang dari dunia ini. 

Besides all those lists I've stated above, actually there are so many other things in life which can be categorized as "tests".
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💖To begin this second entry💖,

I start with a 'live' quote; 

"Life itself is actually a 'test' . Many people failed in life test, without they realizing it directly". Sebab apa eh...?

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Sebab dlm hidup, ramai org yg cuba meniru orang lain. Sedangkan masing-masing tidak sedar yg soalan 'test' adalah berlainan. Semestinya jalan penyelesainnya lain, bukan?

Henlo guys, wake up jap, nak suruh fikir jap ni. Okay let say, dlm hidup kita ni, smoothhhhhh jee..... xde badai, takde ombak.. yg ada cuma bunga-bunga yg indah, rama-rama yg cantik, pelangi yg berwarna-warni, dan sbagainya lah. Awak-awak xrasa ke betapa kosong nya hidup kita? Rasa x'tough' sebab hidup ni terlalu berjalan lancar, bebas dari apa2 "challenge" ? 

Rasa cam ada benda xlengkap je kan? Like, we live in a very good and perfect life, which I would say, it is a fantasy, perhaps???😕

Right? Are you guys agree with my analogy? Any rebuttal? ok boleh utarakan dlm comment heheh 
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Dari kecik2 dulu sampaaaailah ke sebesar alam ni, sy slalu dengar org kata, "xpe, stiap ujian itu adalah tidak melebihi kemampuan seseorang hamba-Nya". (waktu ni jahil lagi la kan, tak tahu sebenarnya ni adalah ayat Quran heheh)

Lepas tu, sy pon slalu lah jugak kan terfikir yg kita ni sbg manusia, lepas kita tahu bnde tu, adakah kita betul2 merasakannya secara praktikal atau hanya dengarnya dari bibir sahaja? Pernah ke kita tahu setakat mana, sejauh mana kemampuan kita ? Bagaimana kita nak pastikan yg sesuatu ujian tu tak melebihi tahap kemampuan kita? Once kita dah tahu kemampuan kita, hmm mestilah ujian tu parallel dgn kemampuan kita tu kan??.... 

"hmmm agak-agak kemampuan kita ni, kita sendiri sbg tuan punya badan tahu ke tak ea..."

and always... everything that relatable to those kind of thought.

Tapi tulah, dulu tu fikiran xmatang lagi. Lagipun still kecik lagi kan. Rasa mcm trlalu bnyk lgi bnde yg tak tahu, yg tak alami dgn sendirinya lagi. Tapi bila dah semakin besar ni, "whoahhh terlalu bnyk bnde yg kena hadap dlm hidup ni rupanya. Semakin besar seorg Syasya ni, semakin bnyk bnde yg kena fikir. Fuhh.. kdg2 penat, rebah, jatuh, tersungkur, terbaring, tertido, kecundang, semua adalah.. xsempat di pihak kita yg memikirkannya".

Hari demi hari, usia semakin meningkat. 👴👵
Dari angka 1 di hadapan sehinggalah kpd angka yg tidak pernah diketahui akn bila ianya berkesudahan dan bilakah garisan penamat akan menjenguhnya. Terkadang, diri akan sentiasa terimbau kenangan2 dulu yg indah bermain di benak fikiran, tanpa perlu memikirkan apa2 yg 'crucial' dan 'hardcore' bab kata bahasa hipstur zaman kini. Iye dokk?? 😁

Perasan tak, bila kita terima sesuatu ujian, kita mesti sedih dan kecewa?😢 Jaranglah kalau nk jumpa org bahagia, bibir senyum lebar hingga ke telinga bila dpt ujian ni kan hahaha. Ada pulak, org kata xsiuman dan tak normal nanti. Dapat ujian, cakap letihlah dgn semua ni. Rasa xmampu lah hadapi, pastu mulalah terkurung dalam bilik 24 jam, muka masam mencuka lebih masam dari asam limau . Yg paling pasti, muka monyoookkkk je hahaha xleh sorok-sorok dah sedih tu.

Ladies and gentlemen, 

Meh sini nak cakap. Sebenarnya itu semua normal. "It is a normal act for a normal human being". Mestila sedih kan, kecewa. It is okay to feel all those kind of unease feeling. It's okay. No one will blame you. No one will scold you. If there any, tell them to go away from your life, They don't deserve to be besides you. Life is too short to have toxic people in your life, their place are at nowhere.👋👀 (piung piung amikkauu hahah)

As for the fact, the older you are, the more challenges keep on awaiting you for sure. To make you stronger, to make you wiser, to make you grow bigger, you need to undergo the challenges first.

Then , the PERFECT YOU will be produced, for sure. (perfect in your own wayy)

                

Kita sering dengar hampir berpuluh-puluh, beratus-ratus, beribu-ribu 'quotes' dan dalil Allah tentang ujian, tapi kita masih lagi tidak dapat mempraktikkannya dengan sepenuhnya dlm kehidupan seharian kita. Kerna apa?

Kerna hari-hari merupakan pelajaran buat kita, hari-hari merupakan ujian. 

Maka, tidak pernah ada salahnya jika kita sntiasa berusaha memperbaiki diri dari hari ke hari. 

"If you do not have any supporter or strength to complete your journey of the story, always remember that the one who has created you will always be with you and granted your wishful wishes". Janji, jgn pernah brputus asa utk berdoa, Live up the night, wake up on one third night, communicate with Him, tell Him what you actually want!!! . Eh, xrugi lah kau bangun mengadu dkt Dia, untung lagi adalah, siap boleh ber'story-mory' tanpa gangguan lagi. Tenaaaaannggggg :)

Akhirul kalam, before I humbly end my writing, I would like to emphasize that, 

please, always remember, bear in your mind, bear bear bear,,,,,

"After a storm, there will always be a rainbow"

"Bila tertimpanya satu-satu ujian terhadap kita, jgn pernah kita lupa bahawasanya ia memang di dlm pemerhatian dan genggaman-Nya yg sentiasa Dia perhatikan"

"Kita bisa berasa sedih, kecewa dan sbgainya, tapi satu hal yg kita harus ingt, usahlah berasa sedih yg berlebihan dan berlanjutan kerana ianya boleh mmbawa kpd pnyakit hati yg impaknya amat berbahaya"

"Kita hanyalah seorg hamba, maka memang selayaknya utk kita diuji, Jgn berasa diri ini megah dan hebat"

"Ujian bertujuan utk mendewasakan diri, pabila sudah dewasa, meski pelbagai onak duri dalam kehidupan, dgn izin-Nya kita bisa hadapi".

Dan yg paling penting, 

"Ujian adalah tanda kasih syg Allah trhadap hamba-Nya. Apabila kita melepasi tahap ujian yg diberikan, maka 'up' lah satu lagi level kita".

Life is good, right?

Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hello guys! Annyeong hasaeyo..👀
Here we are today, hope all of you are in the pink.
Welcome to my blog hehehe!!!😀 So as you can see, this is my first entry. :)

'Saya budak baru belajar, ambil galah tolong jolokkan' heeeee. As the first entry of mine is going, I would like to ask a favor from you guys to take a look and enjoy my writing, okay?
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As the day passing by, we all have our own desire in our life, right?
We desire of a good soul mate, we desire of a big house, we desire of beautiful and cute children, and many more. But sometimes, without our consciousness, the life itself hits us hard before we achieving all those kind of desire.
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We drown.
We fall,
We get mad.
We get upset.
We face disappointment,
We think that the Lord doesn't pay attention to us.
... and slowly we back off, we turn around from Him.

As the time goes by, the day turns into night and vice versa, then here the people started to question. Question of 'why this happened?', 'why it must be me?', 'how to face this?', 'does the god know that i'm not strong enough to face this?'.
Not only those questions, but also equipped with tons of bad words, downgrading their own 'worthy' selves.

'I'm weak' , ' I'm a loser', 'I don't deserve to be happy' , 'I think I should isolate myself from others', 'Everybody doesn't love me anymore', 'I'm such a toxic, waste product' ,
last but not least................... 'It is good enough if I die right now and not to burden anyone else, not to interrupt in their life, right , my cat?'

Yeah, finally I lose. I feel want to sleep more than hating myself.(*evil laugh + *mata ke atas,tgn ke bahu). K, forget it, i know it's a lame joke haha.(*black moon emoji)

Tik .. tok.. tik..  tok ... The clock keeps ticking, thus alarming. I just woke up in another priceless day, seeing the good and amazing view from my room. The bitter thought last night knocking me to the reality. 
'Why I think such not good thought for my mind yesterday?' , ' I better get myself to reality', 'I'm good enough, why should I say such things?' 'My God gives me good life since I was little until now'. 'Heyyyyyy wake up, girl. You are not being grateful. Look at your surrounding. He bestowed upon you good people, happy family, loyal friends, funny siblings, caring neighbours. How can you still not being grateful? Shame, on you,babe , :') '

I feel so shy with myself. Even with the one who had created me into this Earth. Can't even acceptable to hide in the darkest and tranquil cave.

"As I go to the shop nearby my house, I suddenly bumped into a handicap person with a little cute boy with her". I couldn't say anything else. My heart tore apart and broke into pieces.
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Now I've realized that my life is wayyyyy more better and luckier than this unlucky woman.
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I went home, bringing an empty soul inside. Having no hesitation, I prayed. As I couldn't help myself from refraining a pure transparent liquid falling from my pair of eyes, I, cried. 😿

After praying, I wish in my heart,
"You gonna be alright, gurl".
"Don't worry".
"Those problems are just smaller than you. They are nothing but some lessons to be pondered in life".
"You will grow bigger with those thorns and storm".
"Be patient, some great things are waiting for you. They are just ready now to be yours".
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After all, everything depends on us.
If we see the bad things as good, then it will be good.
If we see the good things as bad, then it will be bad.
Human's eyes, together with their hearts, eventually set on everything, as the life are theirs.
The choices are in your grasp.

"Life is ten percent what happens to you and ninety percent how you respond to it." 
-Lou Holtz-

"In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." 
-Abraham Lincoln-

"All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better." -Ralph Waldo Emerson-

"People grow through experience if they meet life honestly and courageously. This is how character is built." - Eleanor Roosevelt -

"Life is a daring adventure or nothing at all." - Helen Keller -

Therefore, all above prove that 'Life is good, right?' .